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Feb. 24th, 2004|07:46 pm |
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believe what i'm going to say to you or don't the choice is yours but i know how you feel. How it seems like the world continues going and your just standing by watching but not actually a part of it. but something i have learned is that things go wrong in your life and there is no way to stop them. And you can turn to things like drugs to try and forget everything which is what i did but then something will happen and change your life and most often is when you least expect it only if your to busy thinking about the wrong in you life things will pass you by. theres a quote that says when one door closes another one opens but sometimes we look so long at the closed door we don't even see the other one that opened. or it's something like that. Adam is my savor he took me away from everything that i was doing that could of destroyed my life. You are a strong person i can see it in you all you have to do is believe it is there i know that sounds stupid but it's true i'm slowly pulling myself out of depression you have to forget about the bad things and focus what could go right. Your someone i look up to your strenth to be different and to be who you want to be is something i've been stuggling with most of my life. yes some days just sux and some days seem worth dying ova but don't look at a day don't look at a week look at what could be look at when you were happy truely happy even if it was only a few days out of your life look at those and forget the rest cause it's in the past and nothing to change them. I've rambled for to long and you prolly don't care what i have to say anyways. I just thought maybe you could listen. |
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